So, things are going a little better, but only a little. Credits finally transfered completely and everything is all go for my graduation. Yay. Now I’ve just got to pass my three summer classes and somehow make it to August 8th. My foot is doing better; still gets sore, but I don’t have to wear my boot. Other than that, meh….I enjoy staying with Roger, my uncle. It’s a lot of fun, but I still feel bad about my stuff everywhere. We tried to put as much as we could in storage, but some stuff we either couldn’t put in there because it was not allowed, like my art stuff (chemicals, and combustables), or it was expensive/irreplaceable, like my guitars, the electronics, our computers. And also because of the painting, EVERYTHING is just EVERYWHERE. I’ll be glad when the painters are done and gone, and I can clean and organize everything so it’s neat. Well, atleast until the carpet guys come next week.

Susan and Al get in early Friday morning, so I’m going to try and have everything clean by Thursday night. That should be fun. I’ve got a 20 page  due tomorrow, and a 10 page due next Thursday, Roger’s Going Away party next Friday, and Orlando next weekend. Oh, and three of our friends will be leaving to move to Portland that weekend too. So because of everything that’s going on, there’s a good chance that I won’t get a chance to see them before they leave. So that’s a major suckage there. :(

It’s a really sad but happy time in my life at the moment. Happy because Josh and I are really going to start our lives together in a new town, in our first place together. But sad because all my friends are going their seperate ways, going to start their own lives.  I guess I’m sad that not only will I not see them as often, but Josh and I are some of the last to go. It’s gotten to the point where I feel like I’m trapped in Tampa with no friends to talk to or hang with. I go out to school and come straight home. Frankly, that’s not that great for me. Not that I don’t have a million things I could do besides going out with friends, but it’d be nice to do something different for a change.

I haven’t been sleeping well. My headaches and migrains are coming back. I feel sick and just tired. I’m completely stressed out by school and the moving, and not knowing if Josh will get the job he wants, even if one of us will have a job at all when we move up to NC. I feel myself slipping back into depression again and I’m tiring really hard not to. I’ve been thinking about that alot, and I’ve been tiring to take breaks from my work and do something that makes me feel better. Watching anime, or working on my manuscript. Though, really I think it’s just lack of socialization. I know I have Josh, and I really depend on him, love him. But I can tell that even he is feeling restless here. At least he has Gary and Alan, and the rest of his friends at the EWB.

I’ve got to get back to my lovely 20pg paper that’s due tomorrow. I hope I can finish it in time. I might stop at the store on the way home and pick up supplies for an all nighter.